我也會累
我不是沒有眼淚
我也會落寞
我不能永遠快樂積極
我也會鑽牛角尖
我不能永遠主動維繫
我也期待主動關心
我無法停止胡思亂想
因為我接收的消息是零
期待一點點
卻失望一片片........................................
就暫停一下吧
讓我躲回蝸牛殼.烏龜窩
讓我暫時脫離
享受妳們的驚慌

After one month practicing in a driving class, I had the test today. Actually , I almost hit the barrier. If I hit it, I will fail in that exam for losing 32marks.And the minimum score to passing the exam is 70. If I really hit a barrier,not only shame but also failure. Thank GOD that I passed the test.......:P And after this Friday night, I will be able to drive.

In two weeks, I got four conditional offers from UEA, York, Sheffield, and Britol. The offer from Bristol just arrived this afternoon. When I opened my mailbox,saw the letter"congratualation" there, I couldn't help but laughing. At that time, I was so desired to wear BIKINI dancing on the street to celebrate this great great news for myself. Although there are still no good news from the other four universities(LSE is the greatest one I want to get in ), I am so happy that I couldn't help screaming with laughter. NOw ,I am only worried that I am not good enough to get high score for entering any one of them. 6.5.............................................such a great wall.....:(
GO FIGHTING n CARRY ON~~~~~~~(to myself)

For an undergraduate student like me,always think about what I am going to do next.
However,it's very hard to complete a great plan with lack of my experiences and knowledge.
I have to watch and learn and even spend a lot of time thinking about every possible options.
Therefore, I arrange one month as an unit for achieving only one plan.
In 2006, I made an one-year-long plan in July and August.
In September,I went to have English class to prepare IELTS TEST.
In October,I was busy for looking for a new house for my dear grandpa,and helping him moving
to a new department,buying some furniture and cleaning the new house.By the way, it's really difficult to find a furniture that you love it to death when you see it.
In November, I was preparing all documents for applying MASTER in POSTGRADUATE SCHOOLS in UK,writing the study plan,resume,current data,references from professors.......countless.
In December,I went to BALI and had fun.Then sent out my all applications.
And Now,this month,from December 20 to January 23,I will be learning how to drive.
The next plans in Feb. to June are stil arranging,what have been considered are having computer classes, having a part-time or full-time job.
Finally, all plans are flexible!

After graduating from university at June 10th, I cannot help wondering what I have to do next.Almost two months past reading so many magazines and scanning web-sites,I still cannot find out what I can do.However,the only one thing i am definitely aware of is no matter how long it takes,I will keep trying ro figure out. Be strong. Do not be afraid.
As Sandy always says,just keep "Going".